Wow... another blog? So quick and I'm blogging again? Hmm... too bored with my work,  guess... Hehe... went for UP in 3D last night after dinner over at Ed's place. Yeah, I guess we just love Pavillion's GSC above the rest. Went over to Emily's in the afternoon for cupcake baking session and the best part was: she taught me to do creaming! It was fun but you gotta be really creative in order to come out with real nice ones... I am starting to feel so much into baking and probably should invest some stuffs for baking. Hehe...

Watching Burning Flame III and I just love how Kevin Cheng and Myolie Wu paired up in this series. The love that blossomed between the two of them was so sweet... but I heard that the ending is not too good... what a waste...

I'm missing Ed so much... though it was only a few hours ago that I saw him but it seems so so long... I'm missing you so much......

Yeah, I really wonder why am I whining bout life again. After so long, I've tried to hide that element which makes us feel upset and down... it's here haunting me again... I'm having the mixed-feeling dilemma again...

Many have said bout their unhappiness with their current job, location they are placed, their life and ecetera, ecetera, ecetera... of course, much have also been said bout upcoming weddings, child-births and etc. And so I thought it's perfectly normal to talk bout this at this age where we are all going to touch 30 in a wink of an eye.

Michele was also talking to me bout how serious my relationship is with Ed, knowing that he's the kind that "I have so much time in the world, why hurry?" kindda person, Michele asked if we have plans for the future. Of course, we have talked bout it but then again... I somehow feel that Ed try to avoid the topics at times. I'm trying to understand his situation and just pretended nothing happened and so life moved on till now. Sometimes, I really wonder... is there a planned future for us in him? I wonder again... Many have asked me bout marriage and I just turn a deaf ear, ignoring the whole conversation or choose to take it as a joke, but deep down inside, I just don't have the answer... I really don't. It hit me again when weddinig invitations start pouring in (no, I'm not in a hurry to tie the knot, but the age facto is coming in for me to reconsider) and looking at some of my friends who are already into their 2nd baby, it kindda worries me what will happen if i'm 50 and my kid is only 10? my oh my... and the fact is, no one wanna be an old-bride!

But then again... the fact that marriage needs financial stability really worries me a lot! and the commitment from both parties. I am quite afraid too looking at the relationship problems faced by some of my friends who got married earlier. So there's always a pro and cons to everything that we do... dilemma...

But one thing for sure... I'm not gonna initiate it... if no one mentions, then we shall just remain happy singles for the rest of my life... sad huh?

Hehe... as usual, I'll blog after soooo long... this time more chirpy!! Had a wonderful 26th Birthday (26 has always been my fav number). Celebrated the eve with Edwin in Bubba Gump with loadsa shrimps!! hehe but trully, the food was good! I didn't expect that, but really... I am happy the outing turned out memorable.

On the day itself, I went over to Ed's and he bought me a huge cake... hehe celebrated with his family and I've got ang pows! *wink* Then went to Pavillion for my makeup workshop with Make-up Store and the girl did a good job! hehe... taught me on the important tips to do when we apply make-ups. It's a rm200-worth of make-over... how can that be nicer? Went for Ice Age 3 and had a good laugh. It was a good one though after being put-off by Harry Potter and the half-blood prince. Total waste of time and money! Hehe... We then proceed to Westin, had dinner with Mae and left close to 12 am... A wonderful and memorable weekend.

Come August, everything's moving so quickly. Hardly have the time to ponder upon things we should do and could do. Went to PC Fair (it was a good one coz we went on the last day and managed to grab some accessories at a real bargain) Mingling every other weekend till last weekend, we finally went to Gobo Chit Chat. Was suppose to do Skybar together but later decided not to, coz we were so full! and can u imagine Ed gave chase to a pick-pocket after being alerted by the security when we were waiting for the buggy ride to KLCC. What a night...

This week is the second last week before school holidays starts and I can't wait! I really want the holidays to rejuvenate! Want to go on a holiday but fearing the virus is around and i don't wanna get contracted with it! So, I guess it's just staying indoor this holiday season...

My dear darling...

It's only 2 days apart and here I am missing you so so much!! :) Hope to see ya soon...

Wow... again end of the month? Well, many may be happy the pay check is coming this month end but i on the other hand, I'm so scared coz i've not really progressed on my project work, meaning that graduating in 2010 is still doubtful.

Been to Siem Reap during the holidays and really had an enjoyable time on board, in the hotel (Angkor Miracle is awesome!) and the holiday was a real relaxing one.

Bought a Salabianca dress which cost me 350 bucks (but i love it!). Nothing much has been happening lately... no warehouse sales (good ones)

Went for Tun Jeanne Abdullah's farewell at National HQ but was so exhausted after that... Attended Shu Xian's B'day bash organised by Hitz.fm yesterday... I think we enjoyed the night chit chat even more... ahaha... was a great weekend anyway...

Wow... This is one very thing I love about being in KL... the warehouse sales were awesome!! Apart from being busy with my jam-packed schedule, I still allocate a slot for the warehouse sales. YEah, believe it or not, I love this crazy hunting! Some people may see it as something frustrating and not worth going as the things are stocks to be cleared. Bear in mind, not all things in the original store are "fresh" too! haha... I started off my rally this weekend with the Dior warehouse sale, nothing much to buy as the things are not that worth it after all. But I manage to get 2 items,
mascara (Rm30 for 2) and the DiorSnow Sublissme Wipe-off lotion (RM70, npRm129)


Next on the list: Swatch Staff and Family Sale @ Menara Boustead (yeah, Swatch NEVER had this kind of sale before!!) and I got myself and Ed a nice skin each... It's lovely and best of all... we love it!! :)

It's been so long since I last updated my blog...

Yeah, been to a couple of warehouse sales, get together, movies, concerts, shows and so much more stuffs...

So here's the update: haha...

Warehouse sales:
Dior: got 2 mascara for RM30 (good buy huh?) and a diorsnow wipeoff lotion for 70 bucks...
Swatch Staff & Family sale: got 2 skins; 1 for Ed and 1 for myself... Ed's got one with chrono functions (r.p RM510 and got it at RM220 only, I think this is like good buy for the fact that it's not an old model)
Lancome Group: Shu Uemura whitening essence, fake eye lashes,clensing oil, and whitening lotion (moisturizer) which was almost 60% off, Lancome lipsticks, cleansing milk, two way cakes, toner, Armani after shave RM30 for a 200ml bottle... not bad... haha
Letterman: Twin Food warmer @ 50 bucks, apple cutter and a set of greeting cards D.I.Y set... haha

Sales:
BBCMI online purchase: SKII cleansing oil, CD lipsticks and palette, EL lipsticks
J-Card @ 1-Utama: I manage to get the Mariposa Barbie Doll at 50% off... so that will make Alicia so happy for her upcoming birthday... haha
OSIM usquezze @ RM788

and the best thing, I've got myself a dress from Isetan during their sales @ RM160 and it fits perfectly. Need not worry too much bout wedding dinners ade... haha

Oh yeah, angels and demons is a real thumbs up!!! go catch it in the cinemas!!! Went to catch the break out dance comedy in Wisma MCA last saturday, performed by a group of Korean guys... it was spectacular!!! awesome stunts and just awesome!!!

Besides that, life is pretty much the same, busy with work, though students are having exams, i'm still as busy... then come weekend, i'll be so busy running around shopping for stuffs...

Without realising time fly so quickly and it's already half a year...

It hurts...

It really hurts missing someone, wanting to hear his voice so much... and your mind sings his name every seconds of the day...

It really hurts when you don't want him to know exactly how much you're missing him... because you know he may not be able to reach out to you right at that moment...

It hurts so much when you actually misses an imperfect person who seems so perfect in his own way...

I miss my dear darling so much!!!